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My 5 Dreams Meme
I was tagged by Chco Mint Girl for this meme.The rules are as follows: Write five things you want to be when you grow up. Big dreams that seem like folly, but in your heart of hearts are very real and dear to you. Things that maybe you have forgotten about in the hussle and bussle of everyday life, but that never really leave your soul. What you would do if anything was possible? Spend some time day dreaming…and then post them on your blog, passing the idea along to 5 others...because sometimes we need to pause and remember our dreams. Maybe just saying them out loud will help you discover little ways you can make them happen. You can write about that, too.These are the 5 things that I ‘wanted’ when I was young…

1. I use to dream about becoming a circus clown and living in the circus. I was once told the only way I would be let into the circus would be if I were the fat lady. HE HE Thats OK because everyone loves the fat lady at the circus too and I always thought it would be funnier to be a fat clown anyways. I like being goofy and making people laugh, see.........I pulled my hair back, stuck paper in my ear and put on my son's glasses in the first picture. The second picture I was just being dingy! HE HE I think I would have made a great clown! HE HE HE :)

2.I now it may sound kind of weird but I always wanted to be Laura Ingalls. If not her then I always wanted to live in that time period. I talked about it so much that my Grandmother made me a whole outfit. I looked really cute in it and I loved to where it.

3. I always wanted to grow up and be a teacher or a secretary . I took classes in high school to be a secretary, but I had a lot of home problems so I dropped out of school.I was trying to become a christian school teacher for a short time but then that dream had a few problems but it could still happen if I get my big butt back to school. HE HE HE HE I will never stop hopeing for that one:) I did go back this year and get my G.E.D. and I am hopeing to maybe go to collage to get some more smarts. HE HE HE:)

4. I use to tell everyone that when I got bigger I would have 10 kids. The 10 kids would grow up and I would have 30 grandkids. Well after the first one and the pain of labor I don't think I want to have any more. I had a lot of problems with my son and I find it easy to love any child so one of these days I may just sell my house for a bigger one. Then I could foster kids and I would not have to go throught the pain of having them.

I use to watch about 6 other children besides having my son at home so it was like having 10 kids. I still see them every week and they all love me and Aunt Sindi loves all her little monsters. I know I will still be in their lives when they have kids.

5.This one may sound odd to most but I will try to explain. All my life all I ever really wanted was friends. My dreams would be filled with what it would be like to have enough friends to have a party. I was so scared and shy growing up that I never really talked a lot. I would sit alone and cry. Sometimes I would get the courage to try and play with other kids but then they would look at me funny so I would turn and run away. I had kids that would play with me because they were my brother or sister's friends, but not to many that I could say were mine. I had one or two but that was nothing compared to what I have now. This dream has been fulfilled for many years now. I grew up and learned how to come out of my shell and now with my big group of blogger friends, I feel truely blessed. I love all my friends, new and old and I would not give up a hair on one of their heads.

I have decided that I am not going to tag anyone for this meme. I think it is so much fun that everyone will love to just try it. It make you remember who you were when you were younger and I know people love to think about how they were when they were little.HE HE :) Have Fun Everyone.:)